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For the past few days, I've tossed about the idea of writing about my relationship with cameras -- how I'm a control freak even when I'm not behind one, how I use the media as a means of self-criticism towards self-improvement. The problem I keep beating my head against, though, is that every time I sit down to do the essay, what comes out is, in lolcat speak: "MY INSECURITIES. LET ME SHOW U THEM."